Am trying hard to forget him :(?

"i know i'm pathetic..." you said it. Why cant you slaaagggs get the message that once a guy has a gf, fiance or husband that he is NO LONGER AVAILABLE to other women or man for that matter. If he wanted to be with you, he wouldve dumped his girl for you or tried to bed you already. But thats NOT going to happen. He's with his current gf bc she's his type, you are obviously not. Otherwise there is no point for any couple saying that theyre in an exclusive relationship. Youre only limiting your options if you only date friends of friends. Time to get out in the field of singledoms in singleville and start looking for single suitors. Move on from the friend as toure only wasting your time, energy, and emotions on someone who is a) taken and b) will not reciprocate your feelings. Your heading into stalkerville/psychoville if you continue to pursue him. So just STOP.